& I Surrender All.

2007-06-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

I've Moved! (:
relink me uh.

2007-06-27T00:54:00.000+08:00

Green Tinted Sixties ~~Mind~~ Heart.

---

went to meet B today in the afternoon.
[: thanks for the chocs uh!
than left to meet sue lin, jinglei & YM.
but ehh,
end up non turn up.
but thank God!
there were still jogina & yongle
study together frm 5-9.

than went to westmall,
we were making a bet with yongle,
if popular wld still be open.
& he said it'll be close.
loser treat Chocolate.
(:& GUESS WHAT?
he lost!
heh, headed to buy semi sweet.
than smt really funny happen.
everyone in the supermarket was staring at us,
& yongle can't stop shaking after that LOL.

than we headed to the playgrd,
yongle brought us to another one.
but i still prefer the old one
played with the see-saw,
talk & eat than headed home.

- - -

there's nothing i wldn't give.

2007-06-26T01:16:00.000+08:00

i cldn't stand seeing us fight.

- - -

& after what happen just now,
i know you've changed.
you've got a change of heart.
a change of everything.
& you're not you.
& it hurts to see us like that.
but there's nothing i can chnge-
for things to be better.
But, it's alright
because i'll still love you my friend.
rmb, i'll be there for you still.
;D ;D ;D

(1 john 4:19)
i won't give up waiting
- - -

&,
i can't wait for the next gig.
and the next jam/ sweet! [:
thanks for playing that song anyway.

2007-06-25T01:49:00.000+08:00

i don't want those bus rides-
to be any longer now.
it's really a dread to remember.
even the photos are down.

uhh- huh.

2007-06-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

it still doesn't change.

met up with alvin & xavier!
ate super much with them.
played mahjong from ytd 11pm-7am.
& how i long to play longer,
but we're alrdy losing quite alot.
(thank you God, for placing such ppl in my life)

- - -

went to study today at cck,
with jogina, wendy, yongmei & doreen.
studied from 2-7 (:
and i really enjoyed the time spend with them.
we ate pretty much too.
buy & eat, buy & eat, BUY & EAT.

&,
Hr called me before
i even call [:

2007-06-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

i'm missing my hair pretty much D:

- - -

service's tmr.
got to sleep early tonight.
esp, tmr night!
i'm be seeing xavier & alvin again! (:
yeas.

2007-06-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

Never knew i cld feel like this,
everyday,
i love You more than this.

went to cut my hair today again,
shorty short short.
but at least i like the back of my hair.
and there's this girl,
at the place i cut my hair.
she's super high! /cute non the less.
and she keeps playing this song tt now,
keeps playing through my mind.
i love my today pretty much,
why wouldn't i?

(the high/cute her.)

& tmr?
tmr's also another day beyond words.
cause i'm going out with Love.
after so so long,
finally!

sometimes,
if bus rides wld just take longer.
but i pray it don't too.

2007-06-19T21:55:00.000+08:00

yea, i manage to get up today(:
slept at 4 ytd & woke up at 8!
went to southview to play bball,
it's been pretty long since i played.

today,
suppose to go changing app,
but because me & wen can't make it,
therefore cancel /:

- - -

tmr, tution! D:

(hey, i know you do come by.)

2007-06-19T00:43:00.000+08:00

you could make my life worth while.

went for shepherding with christine today,
than left to study,
well, supposingly is study luh.
than kaining & ym came,
ym left for meeting with keith & wen.
so went to walk abit with kaining.
talk & talk,
end up also nv really study /:
than left to meet them again to go home.

tmr meeting zhengkai & others,
9 at southview.
got to get up early early.
than after that to marina square,
changing app! [:
tgt with, christine, kn, y, wen & yanming.

- - -

ppl whom matters so much more,
(Wen, Jo, Hr, Ym, Bie, Yl, S, Christine, Jen, Esther, Pam, Mt.)
& many more!
i can no other words make thanks, but thanks [:

2007-06-17T02:21:00.000+08:00

went to watch the slide show,
aaron did for us when he went to the JC grp.
& seriously,
it bought back many memories.
it seems just only yesterday,
that we came tgt as a grp.
& now?
so many things have alrdy change.
(& i do miss those times, so much.)

hmms.
anyways,
today's great! [:
many used to happen.
many heart running moments.

- - -

You must be greater in me O'Lord,
Let all the rest fade away.
draw me nearer to you each day,
i yearn to fix my eyes on you.
i want to give You my everything,
just to walk with you by my side.
my Joy is complete in You,
for You are my strength,my hope.

2007-06-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

camp's over [:

afew things God spoke,
better write down not i'll forget.

1. Live a surrendered life.
2. trust in Him for the what's ahead.
3. He's my everything.

- - -

basically, camp this time round,
was much more personal.
but still enjoyed it

now, it's time i start to focus on studies.

2007-06-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

CAMP'S ~~TOMORROW!~~
TODAY!

- - -

all i need now,
at this moment.
isnt much of spuring on,
neither bout doing.
but just a word,
that'll make my decision firm.
one word that will change me.
i'm going for camp with a heavy heart,
as in a heart that wants God to take captive of.
& i really give thanks in advance.
been fasting & praying,
and if God don't move this time, than when?
God i pray i won't have a harden heart,
i want to have a responsive heart [:

- - -

i know,
this time it'll be harder, more harsh.
well that's because i chose to listen now
it's tiring if i still bother dragging.
you know you know,
words don't fit right now.
;D so what could i say?

2007-06-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

what's this feeling called?

- - -
Indeed,
His thoughts are higher than mine,
so are His ways higher than mine.

in my walk since than,
God just press the pause button.
perhaps,
it's really time i get my life back on track.
to set my focus on him once again.
to remember that love.
to slow things down abit
(it's time to be selfish)

- - -

FINALLY,
the props are done! ;D
camp's coming.
hmms, service's tmr.
i'm in lack of sleep /:

- - -

& i know,
it doesn't help us both at all.
and i'm sorry.
so God, i'm sorry as well. ):

2007-06-07T05:32:00.000+08:00

at kaien's house now.
(: just done painting the props.
tmr's another big day.
it's 5:30 now.
& man, i crave to sleep so much /:
got to leave his hse at 7
so no point also.
but i'm tired D:
but still praise God,
most of the props are done.
heh!

listening: Kurenai
(tt's what kept me awake)

- - -

we still met.

2007-06-06T00:35:00.000+08:00

& it has always been on my mind.
seeing her today,
bought me back to the past.
& thoughts came flashing thru again.
ohh crap. /:

- - -

this week,
label: BUSY
but well, i'm purpose-fully busy.
been staying over at kaien's place,
got to rush finish the props.
tmr's not an exception either.
been thinking alot this week.
it's time i sort out my thoughts.
& feelings. /:

well, i thought it didn't bother me.
not until we really talk.

2007-06-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

we talked! [:

- - -
being pretty high now,
don't know why also.
uhh,uhh.

anyway,
ah le's moving to the 2nd service alrdy.
& today he actually wrote us a letter.
was pretty shock he actually wrote
& at the same time touch thou[:
& yes, friends forever :D
ahh, those times heh!

going to bed soon,
got to get up early tmr!
study :D
(& yes, i love to study.)
- - -

monday's the day.
comeon' Jolene!
do what you need to do.

2007-06-01T02:01:00.000+08:00

GOD!

i really don't want to feel the way i'm feeling.
i really don't, i hate it.
but i just can't seem to get over it.
& each time it grows much deeper,
than it gets me all weird&weary.
fustrated maybe?

GRAWRS!
(& to know, you won't even know? or bother?)

- - -

went to cut my hair today.
looks pretty the same?
prayermeet tmr, mission's night meeting.
& esp, SHEPHERDING! (:

& you know what?
i'm really missing you.
after today's message, it just hits me.
now, let's do smt bout it should we?
let God be in the center of our relationship.
loves.

2007-05-31T01:22:00.000+08:00

busy busy.

& on the days to come,
there's so many thing to do.
but i like being busy for God(:

- - -

had BGR seminar today,
& i was once again,
convicted to WAIT!
i dread the past,
& what has happen.
But, i know & i know.
God alrdy has one,
planned for me :D

seriously Jolene,
just wait.

2007-05-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

In Christ alone will I glory.
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I’ve been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I’ll overcome
I could stop and count successes,
like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal,
to the grace by which I stand

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone do I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
For only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor
in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord.

2007-05-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

24(:

by God's grace,
it was done.

2007-05-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

my table's in a mess.
my whole room's messy.
it just feels,
messed up.

- - -

chinese's next monday,
& i know, i know,
i know,
i have to study.
gwahs,
if i had the brains of
LIM YONG MEI!
i won't be studying so hard
& still nothing gets in.
(: but still thank God,
i dont have her brains
in a way or another.
heh!

- - -

i need some fixing,
wld you come & fix me?
some screwing here,
some nailing there,
and hammering them into place.

2007-05-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

& all the world holds dear,
i count it all at lost.

- - -
sometimes,
it seems almost near impossible,
yet You turn things ard again.
You never fail to surprise me.
how good have you been to me?
gooder than any gooder.
bester than any bester.
faithfuler than any faithuler.
(& not just gd times.)

i'm sorry,
for all the not supposed.
for all the rubbish.
for all the hurts.

- - -

when we're together,
the world could end,
& i wouldn't care.

but, still
i pray it won't end so soon.
people still need God.

2007-05-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

wht's tf to you?

- - -
my hair looks,
different.
it pays to cut at such a cost.

went to celebrate
xav's bdae.
tried to make him look stupid.
& i love you,xavier! :D

- - -
~~if my heart has grown cold.~~

2007-05-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

cause it aint Love,
if it don't feel that way.

- - -

went to watch spider-man3
with aaron & kaien today(:
we're suppose to meet at 1
at causeway,
hah! end up we're all late.
left to grab some food
to bring into the cinema.
bought burgers & etc.
rush to check what tym the movie starts.
praise God,
the next show was at 2!
(: manage to get 3 tickets.
the show was great!
heh,
at the end of the show,
we actually didn't ate what we bought hah.

left for serene centre.
to study with,
jogi, sherms, yongle, alvin, david etc.
than went home.

- - -
got super tired, uncomfortable
weird feeling upon reaching home.
perhaps too tired.
grab my clothes & went to bath.
& for so so long,
i haven't manage to get a long bath.
and i actually bath for 40mins!
(: feeling super good.

it's a process,
learning to move on.
something still needs,
to be done.

2007-05-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

all for one(:

went to yew tee ytd to study,
with jogina & dinesh.
from 12-7am(:
- - -

image pretty heavy.
:D enjoy.

we got pretty high,making this face.

dinesh was nearly bored to death. (x

he ended up doing this,
with the help of us.

- - -
went to play after we study finish,
ard 6?

(: did many silly stuff!

but the tym spend was fruitful luh.

study more than we play!

- - -

had to get up at 11 this morning.

struggle to do so,

cause i slept at 7. hah!

non the less,

finally! CAREGROUP!

was asking God,

to give me a new approach.

(: & indeed things were better.

had to do forfeit.

LICK IT UP!

had to lick my foot.

the rest of the forfeit were more stupid.

anyway, i love today.

- - -

misunderstanding,

makes one go crazy.

2007-04-29T00:39:00.000+08:00

& so,
today.

- - -
after ss, after meeting.
our meal behind ps.
pictures!

she pose for this shot :D

pose again :D

Emo sherms.

he thinks he's cool apparently.

- - -
went to the zoneX,
play to relieve stress.
hah! random pics (:

& these ppl made my day :D
- - -

& ytd's study photo.

- - -

anyway,
thank you shepherd
thou alot is happening recently,
i still feel so encourage.

& thank you
YONGMEI!
YURBOoo, MEI MEI!
(: we grew pretty close through this period
through all these problem as well.
i really appreciate
when you nag me to study.
when you correct my chinese,
and so on.
cause i know you care for me (:
RIGHT? HAH!

if i were to cry,
i'll cry in Your arms.
cause i know,
You never change(:
things are hard now,
but i'll continue to trust.
& stand firm in the truth.

2007-04-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

God,
answers the desprate cries,
of my most inner being.

- - -

had prayermeet today :D
thank God worship,
didn't screw up!
went to visit linda after tt.
(: praise God,
she's coming for service!
yay.

than went to study
at coffee bean (& the tea leaf)
ppl always leave out "& the tea leaf."
with jogina & yongmei!
(: pretty fruitful.
& the muffin very nice.
ohh and,
we drank left over water by
someone else,
cause we got no $$ buy
& since they left quite alot we just drank.
(: hah!

- - -

the making of a miracle.

2007-04-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

i feel lyk a fool.
sometyms i really regret asking.
i shouldn't have ask,
since i know,
where everything is heading to.
but i still did anyway.
ending up the way it is now.
you said,
it was your weakness.
& truly it was.
now,
it's me again.
the way i use to feel.
how ironic is that?

~~~~another, after me~~~~

2007-04-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

Jehovah Rapha (:
my healer-
physically, spiritually & emotionally.

- - -

at tyms,
i fail to see how good
Your love has been.
how many tyms,
have i broken your heart?
& yet i still fail to see.
& why must this heart of mine stray?
but still you never change.
your Love remains the same.
(: & i'm glad it does.

- - -
have been going out
sharing christ the past few days.
& it has really
added much compassion in me.
seeing them through the eyes of Jesus.
often tym feeling so sad,
tt ppl out there don't know the truth.
& if we don't share the truth to them,
some one else will share what's not.

if you can use anything won't you use me?
take me & break me
& mould me & make me.
you died for me so i'm living for you. (:

- - -

cg tomorrow :D
loves!

2007-04-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

WENDY! (x

2007-04-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

recently,
God has been revealing so much,
so much. (:

& it makes me think.
there's no use doing smt
when you don't want ppl to know
cause one day,
that darkness will be reveal.
why not let it come to light?
than we'll have freedom!
yay! (:

- - -

anyways,
there's so much so much (:
i have to do for my grp.
God change it in me,
then change it in them.
there's a rivival coming!
5per day.

2007-04-12T05:29:00.000+08:00

it's 6 in the morning D:
& i still can't slp.
ohh great!

so i shall blog.
went for shepherding today
at bugis!
(: bought a bag.
than went to meet jogina!
we ate & went to the library.
than home i went.

- - -

can't stop searching
for X Japan video.
didn't know bout them,
till farhan send me their song.
forever love,
the 1st song i heard.
but they do look different
compare to now;
their hair.
seriously, they're gd
yay!
& there's smt bout him tt's special.
tt makes me captivated?
but still,
people always leave.

~~you~~

2007-04-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

i dye my hair
dark purple (:
now it's in a new pretty colour.
which sadly,
isnt obvious.
- - -

(: people whom i truly love.
which God has given.

there's still many others.

(: but it's kinda hard to upload all.

but they all matter to me.

2007-04-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

a clean hand & pure heart.

went to evax today
with christine & keith (:
alot of gd contacts for me.
- - -

than christine shepherd me.
one thing
which i really learn today,
if there's any area in my life
tt i'm
holding on to,
or trying to overcome.
the solution is-
not try to forget or hide
neither is it trying any harder.
but to walk closer with God.

- - -
went to kaien hse.
than went for dinner with
gor & keith.

let's remain so.

2007-04-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

I know You Love me.

sometyms,
i don't know why?
but tt's the way it is.

- - -

went to cck,
today to study!
with jogi,sherms & ah le.
(:
thou ehhs didnt really study
much but at least well,
did abit.
played alot
esp m&m's colour game.
so,
it's either jogi or sherms
the winner.
ahh anyway
1st april is the start of my study plan.
(: i'm going to study &
try not to play so much.

easter's rnd the corner.
praying & fasting [:

2007-03-31T00:12:00.000+08:00

finally!
my study tym table's
all plan out (:
& it took me lyk 2hrs.
anyway,
have to be faithful with it.
& well,
i've got to really start to be serious
with my studies.

perhaps
i should just come online lesser?
wuld things be better than?

~~it took me all these while to say;~~

2007-03-28T04:02:00.000+08:00

went to watch,
TMNT! (:
with kaien & gordon.
not much girls lyk
this kind of movie.
but i adore such.
perhaps it's growing up too
much with xavier & alvin.
anyway!
the next show i plan to catch is (:
mr.bean holiday!
although some say it's stupid.
left to play pool.
& just reach home (:
tired.
so i'm heading to bed soon.

meeting aaron & huiru
tmr to study.
can't wait! [:

- - -

it's getting hard to be ard you.
there's so much i can't say.

2007-03-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

today's the first shepherding
with christine. ((:
enjoyed it pretty much.
we talked, ate & shop.
can't wait for the next.
had cg today.
well,
thou we had little.
but it'll never remain little.

- - -

dearest wc3, (:
if you girls see this.

you girls really matter alot to me.
& non the less God. (:
you girls also bring joy.
thou we don't know each other long
but hey!
who says we can't be close right?
let's do our very best this week.
& let's work hard
& jiayou
for the harvest tt is to come(:
love.

confession is the road to healing.

2007-03-25T22:24:00.000+08:00

slp till 8 today (x

preparing to plan my study tym table later.

& prayerfully i do so.

- - -

came back from CL retreat this afternoon

& slp my way thru.

anyway,

it was a really memorable tym spend.

one of which was,

aaron,kaien,wen,huiru & me

trying to climb over the gate.

cause it was lock

& ehhs, we being lazy ppl.

didnt want to walk all the way to the main gate.

it was really scary,

cause the gate was so high!

*praying i won't fall as i climb.

aaron climb over first

follow by wen, me, kaien than huiru.

while huiru was climbing,

the guard came.

he stood & watch.
in our hearts we thought,dead!

than he came towards us nag abit than left.

laught our way while walking back.

went to the beach & talk as well.

(: & while walking back.

we got bored.

so being the curious us

sat down & watch a snail in action!

it walked pretty fast.

((: the remains.

- - -

went to cycle today as well.

than went mac for breakfast,

than cab home tgt.

many ppl come

& many ppl go.

i'll remember you

2007-03-22T02:49:00.000+08:00

jabez came over,
help me pack my room!
(x now, it's super neat.
and clean.

- - -

today,
went to meet grace. <3
tmr, joyce & cg! [:
loves.

~~rectify?~~

2007-03-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

dearest jogina came over
& stay over at my place ytd night.
[: lovely.

- - -

today went to meet
tiff,clarence & yongle to study.
but ehhs, ended up talking more (x
& i'm kinda guilty about it.
than left with yongle to look for sherman.
went to eat BCM! ((:
than went to buy bubble tea.
walk to the playground and kid ard.
than home we went.

- - -

mummy printed
O level tym table for me.
& she's really serious about me passing my O's.
stress. D:
but ohh well,
i'll study to my best & try to have more urgency.

beneath it all.
lies the brokeness.

2007-03-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

had prayermeet today.
than after that left for dinner
with aaron,kaien,ym,eugene & weikoon.
than went to
kaien's house to see his dog.
than home.

- - -
was reminded today,
i'm living for God,
serving not becuase of man as well.
my motivation should be God,
not depend on ppl ard.
thou we make mistake.
we learn from there,we grow.
tt's the way it should be.

deepdown,
You know me.

2007-03-12T03:28:00.001+08:00

hit the pause button,
just that moment.

they always say,
when there's problem, there's?
growth.
God,
all i need is you.
be with me through this period.
- - -

during fri pm,
i was reminded.
leave the past behind.
move on, see God's goodness.
i'm already moving on,
just need to continue moving,
than i'll see God moving more. [:

- - -

& today water bap.
i rmb on the 10april2005.
it was me.
well, now that i think of it.
i've already told God,
i want to love him.
be a woman after God's heart.
is it who i'm changing to be?
well,
at tyms i fall really short of it.
but i'll climb up back to it.
by your grace.

i'm reminded once again.

2007-03-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

chad murray! [:

just watched one tree hill.
& tt show's really nice.
i'll catch season 3 & 4 soon.
<3 hanging on.

anyway,
was really touch when i knew,
joyce actually did a blog for me,
for shepherd appreciation.
was rather shy bout it (x
but was still really touch.
*hey girl,if you see this. thanks [:

met her for shepherding ytd.
& seriously i have this.
~~thing~~ for mac.
that i wannt to peoclaim,
i ~~love~~ mac D:

- - -

anyways, meeting grace tmr.
[:

2007-03-07T01:37:00.000+08:00

i want to grow closer.
i want to love you more.
i want to know you more.
i want to be in depth.
i can't deny i need you.

mend all my brokeness,
so i can be lyk you every new day.
so to see your glory unfold.

i'm all finish.

2007-03-05T03:06:00.000+08:00

~~unblock.~~

today,
went for dinner & pool with,
jogina kaien & gordon.
than went kaien hse.
[:

yesterday,
went for pool again after service [:
than went for supper!
(yongmei,gordon,kaien & me.)
reach home at 5 [:
hahaha!

anyway,
here are the pics-

lim yong mei [:

kaien & Gordon. [:

& we drank quite alot for 4 person.
- - - -

after which we use left overs,
to do art!
cause the uncle gave us
SO MUCH CHILLI! /:

in the process/

[: tada!

- - -

now,Gordon...

[:

- - -
kaien's bone art.

nice hurr [:
& he did one for me.

- - - -
mine [:

no teeth;

now, with teeth!
- - -

left to play daidi.
came up with many ways to play [:
but it was really fun.

kaien's huge dog!
he can even sit on it.

& smt which i really don't lyk.
it's scary!
but anyway, long story.

- - -
it ends tonight.
4march2007.

2007-03-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

1 corinthians 13:4-5

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.

[: tt's love.
bibical love.

2007-02-28T01:04:00.000+08:00

since when was fever contagious?
D:

- - -

woke up super early today,
went down to kap mac to study with jingmei.
than aaron & jerel came.
they played this trick on me & jm.
and we fall for it
D: gwahhs.

anyways,
left kap at 3.
went to gordon's house tgt.
cause gordon is sick.
he couldnt talk or move much.
quite weird without him
talking much.
haha.
prayed for him to get well faster also.

- - -

meeting grace for movie tmr [:
momomo.
i'm excited bout what God is doing.
a triumphant living!

2007-02-26T04:33:00.000+08:00

was searching for videos
of x-japan.
to realise
guitarist hide had pass away.
/:

ohhokays.
not what i was really
looking for.
but than it made me curious.
how & why did he die?

anyways,
click here for the video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBwxS0DDUOI&mode=related&search=

2007-02-26T01:14:00.000+08:00

refocus my focus,
back to Jesus [:

- - -

& so yes,
the new changes is taking place.
& God,
i'm assured tt you'll be there,
guiding us gently through,
every little victory.
we're claiming it [:

thank You God,
for allowing me to start over.
it's a fresh start,
a new growth.
again, another 2nd chance [:
- - -

anyway,
ytd night was really stupid.
in a way funny stupid.
(: played the night away.
& hence spending today sleeping.
went to meet mengting.
& guess we're too bored.
we ended up watching tamil movie,
which was actually not bad (x

the end.

2007-02-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

it's been a boring new year D:

went to play pool then
went to watch ghost rider,
ytd with yongmei,
gordon, kaien, sathya,
luke & yuanshi.
quite nice,
but for most part i was lyk
covering my face D:
slack ard town trying
to find a 24hr lan
but hoho!
dont have.
so walk walk walk.
till finally morning!
went home & slp.

oh! & we miss the last train that night
so we cab down to watch (:
HAHAHA!
- - -

than wake up ard 6pm
meet yongmei, gordon fdr dinner
later luke came.
went to luke house,then
went to play pool again.

- - -

meeting jingmei & aaron
to study tmr.

2007-02-18T01:48:00.000+08:00

just came home,
from grand's [:
had reunion dinner
(the food was great!)
walk walk ard.
took lots of photo as well!
hehe.

- - -

anyway,
had service ytd.
after that alot of ppl left.
so,tgt
yongmei, wendy, aaron,
kaien, jarad
we all left to play pool.
than awhile later left to play cs
with dinesh, eugene,harvin,sathya
than the rest came!
& you can get high playing.
(:

after that went home,
than went for supper
with gor,kaien,yongmei & luke.
& after that no body want to go home.
so we went to the rooftop.
played cards & slack.
than home we went [:

- - -

qt is important(:
stay close to the spirit

2007-02-15T02:51:00.000+08:00

i had tt very same feeling.

today(:
went to meet cheng zhen!
she's one lovely sister!

- - -

than headed to ne rc(:
we had cl's valentine's dinner!
thank God for aaron as well!
cause he help me buy food!
super HUNGRY.
had a great tym playing.
super fun! (:

than went for supper with,
jency,ting, joyce,
aaron, luke & gordon.
super full!
than by the tym i was home it was 2.30

today's lovely.

2007-02-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

keith urban's voice,
is just sweet.

work the whole day today
D:
full shift!
tired tired & my leg hurts!
gwah.
- - -

saw many many young ppl,
buying gifts for their love one.
& man,
they sure do have a hard tym
choosing gift.
thinking,
what's best?
how much?
nice or not?
lovely?

than it struck me!
what about?
God's gift,
the gift that none can buy.
he gave the gift
of salvation,
& the price?
Jesus...
now,
tt's the most romantic gift (:
& many plan where to go?
where's the most romantic palce?

but seriously,
the most romantic place
is the cross.
tt's where perfect love was show.
& what it meant by,
dying for the one you love.

- - -

being single,
is a gift from God!
yeps yeps! (:

2007-02-12T02:04:00.000+08:00

it's not my obligation,
but desire.

only the foolish,
choose to let go-
& yes,
i use to be the foolish one.
i ever thought of letting go.
but today,
(: i've decided to cling on.

- - -

in my life,
there's up & down.
but there's also,
someone whose with me thru it all.
that person's touch,
that person's words,
that person alone.
and that person's none other than,
my one & only Jesus.
((:

2007-02-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

went shopping with regin ytd.
& gosh,
we're cheated!
stoopid long story.
but ohh wells.
went to look for joel.
than went to play pool (:
mwahhs!
than cabbed to regin's place.
ate & watch little man.
than talk the night away (:

- - -

cg was ~~held~~ today.
but it's alright,
enjoyed the tym spend
with cheng zhen today!
& she said my cooking was gd (:
hahaha!

went to meet kaien & ym,
to do deco.
(: yay! so i'm home.

2007-02-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

the password:
reminds,

went shopping with,
daddy & mummy today.

daddy was lovely today,
cause he bought hooch back!
yay! (:

& mummy?

as lovely,

she came into my room,

asked me if i had enough money to use.

she always does,

but dunno why?

today, i felt loved.

i tend to complain bout,

how mean they were.

but in fact they are one of the

best gift God has given. (:

today's high-

drinking!

2007-02-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

as you pluck those strings.

had prayermeet today at kaien's house.
studied before pm started. (:

Came home pretty early today,
had nth to do (:
so decided to pack my room!

- - -

but before that,
here's
RANDY RHOADS!

- - -

(: oneday,

- - -

after packing :D

ehhs, not say very neat,
but at least it's better than before (:
yay!
i'll try to maintain it clean!
- - -

today's high-
DRAGON FORCE!

2007-02-04T01:13:00.000+08:00

God, you're amazing!

(:
really amazing.
how ever ever could i find,
another love so deep?
another touch so real?
another whisper so gentle?

i'm in awe of Your presence,
i don't dare how others feel today,
how they find service,
boring or just another service.
because i know(:
i've met You today!
& God tt's all i need
that very touch.

how amazing you really are?
it's lyk you're right beside me.
(: & God,
how much i love you!

- - -

that God shaped hole in me.

2007-02-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

scrooded!
have to use new blogger D:

- - -

went shopping with mommy!
(: but ehhs
didnt buy anything.

so left to meet huiru!
& yea(:
went to shop.
bought alot alot of clothes.
& yay!
finally i use up my marks & spancer voucher!
bought food & chocolates (:
lovely!

- - -

tmr have no visitor D:
how can how can?
GWHHHHS!

evax'n in the morning.
God,
move.

i'm tired,
i want my bed.

2007-02-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

oh so,C & A is different.

today's a long long,
(: lovely day.

met twee-sha,
in the morning.
went to cut my hair.
hmms, lyk not much diff.
headed to cg.
(: i really had fun in cg!
i really did.
guess everyone did too.

- - -
headed to bukit batok to study,
with
yongle,gordon, sherman, & sathya.
ate & crap & study (:
than the rest went home,
left gordon sherman & me.
we went to the nearby playground
talk & fool around.(:
enjoy the tym very much.

self-centered worship.
have you?

2007-02-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

almost here-

went to church office,
with Gordon to help out today.
haven't eat for the whole
morning & afternoon.
D:
super hungry!

cab back to jp to meet jogina,
than we went to buy dinner,
than off to gordon's place.
we spend really long doing the invites.
& when we were just about to save-
the screen went BLANK!
BLANKK.
BLANKKK.
BLANKKKK.

D:
tried to on it but failed
so have to REDO!
than tt tym was 11.
rush thru & chiong for bus,
while jogina mrt.
than guess what?
we miss the train & bus!
HAHAHA, so cab home.
(: & here i am.

- - -

cg tmr!
:D

2007-01-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

we are the youth gone wild.

today, (:
i went shopping with jency,
& man chinatown's big,
but, we dunno where to shop.
so ended up headed to bugis.
:D at least it's much much better than.
shop & shop.
bought quite alot of stuff today!
YAY, & i spend most of my $$.

- - -

headed to jurong east,
to meet my family.
shop again,
than left for imm.
& here's the exciting part!

we went to cafe cartel to eat,
than it was then,
when i realise
my wallet & handphone was GONE D:
ran lyk crazy,
back to giant since
tt was the last place i saw my phone.
my parents ran with me,
we search everywhere,
BUT! it wasnt there!
didnt really care then,
started to shout GOD! HELP!
i just bought that phone & my wallet,
has alot of $$ ):

amazingly,
the info counter had my wallet & phone.
and i must say it was really God's angel,
cause they said a customer gave it to them.
how many tyms will a customer do that?
if it was me,
i'll take (x i guess.
so it was really God's blessing!
(: once again,
God you're amazing.

- - -

:D

2007-01-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

thank God,
there's not a need
to change into new blogger.
(: i prefer the beta.

- - -

YAY!
i got my beloved 7373!
*jumps,
but than the sound,
so soft D:
esp on ear piece.
but ohh wells,
the phone's lovely.
cause it's cold.

went to kaien's house today,
cause dewen want to meet all
the cl's & pcls.
sow.
let's hit home!
:D

shopping with jency tmr yay!

2007-01-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

why can't you see,
freedom is sometyms,
another perspective away.

today's service was great! (:
& was really shock when,
mr martin said:

wahlao! why last week nv call me come?
next week still have not?
same tym, same place huh?
call me hor! don't forget!
& he added,
i come because i lyk the song ONLY!

actually,
i think God has already move in him.
but because his a man,
well means he has pride,
he doesnt so call admit he needs Jesus.
but it's alright,
so long as he keeps coming,
God is going to move!
(: God is going to do smt bout it! yeps.

- - -

after service had steamboat at marina bay!
yay, it was fun (:
enjoy this kind of event.
& praise God cheng zhen enjoyed it!
& what she said paints a smile on my face.
(: God, use her use her!
grow her grow her!
touch her touch her!

went home after that with,
aaron they all.
but instead,
we went jp! LOL.
& bubble tea is nice!

- - -

move God,
i did what i already could.

2007-01-26T03:23:00.000+08:00

Change me O'Lord.

how could i
live without

You?

2007-01-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

stress?
stress!
stress.

thank you God for cheng zhen.
(: she's really a lovely girl.
& God,
how i see you move
in my grp is beyond words.
at tyms,
i doubt,
i curse.
but God, you're amazing.
! you really are.

today as we pray for cheng zhen
for holy spirit baptism,
she really wanted,
thou she still didnt received,
but you could see that desire.
i believe God will give it when asked.
(: so we'll continue to trust.

& i better START to study harder!
- - -
and God,
make them realise,
do what i cannot do.

2007-01-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

went for evax today at jp,
with jency & trisha.
((: got quite a few gd contacts!
one has the same name as ME!
and the same spelling also!
hahaha!

anyway (:
after that went for shepherding,
went to eat.
we were thinking,
subway or jap?
suddenly this craving of kfc arouse.
(: so we ended up in there.
learn a teaching
on how to motivate our ppl.
& the thing was,
edwin & aaron came to look for us
than they got kinda shock,
cause we got quite high!
LOL (:

- - -

after that left to meet my parents.
(: we had Fish & Co.
i think we order abit too much.
can't finish in the end.
had a great tym with my family today also.

*meeting yongle to study tmr.

2007-01-22T05:53:00.000+08:00

you; waited?

last year,
8 july 2006.
i went to watch the lakehouse with jency.
& that tym,
i didn't really lyk that show.
cause?
i don't understand D:
- - -

but!
i went to d/l and watch again today!
& i'm loving that show now.
i know the meaning of waiting,
& being together again.
(: super sweet show thou.

- - -

it's 6 & i'm still,
not in bed.
D: i cant slp.

2007-01-22T00:50:00.000+08:00

went to study today,
at jp's library with aaron.
becoming more intrested in chem now.
(: hehe!

saw God moving in my family,
in a way of money.
(: God answer my prayer!
i'm just so in awe.

prayermeet tmr (:

2007-01-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

I have decided to follow Jesus.
no turning back.

- - -

super tired today D:
dunno why also.
have been a long long day.
realise that today,
most of the meeting is more,
on helping us refresh ourself.
which means spiritually feasting.
yummy!

& God,
next week is ESS.
You have to do smt about it.
as we give our best,
we'll leave the rest to you.

2007-01-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

we're not gonna take it!
no!
we aint gonna take it anymore.

- - -

had cg today [:
& i cooked,
but taste weird thou.
sour sour wan (x
but yea,
cg was nice.
combined with wendy's side today.

- - -
was laughing my head off,
when i watch american idol.
why?
this funny funny guy,
he actually sing metal ((:
he sung..
die, die die my darling.
and the judges went eww..
no no no..
HAHAHA.
*but he sounded really bad thou.

many many things to plan & do /:

2007-01-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

TWISTED SISTER ((:
Lovely!

- - -
did some catching up,
with one of my pri sch best friend today.
((: as we talk bout the past,
wooh.. how fast tym passes by us.
how much have we both change.
but still the conversation was juicy!
went to watch BLOOD DIAMOND.
[[: it's a 2 thumbs, 2 toes up movie.
go watch go watch!
IT'S KILL, OR BE KILLED.

went to marina square today,
with huiru.
did some catching up & all as well.
enjoyed the tym spend.
and non the less,
there's FOOD (:
we ate ate ate.
wooohoo.. FAT!

- - -

(: lovely wednesday.
cg's tmr,
cooking for my cg & kaien's.
jumps*

2007-01-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

D;
I ATE ALOT TODAY.

had shepherding at taka today,
& moho,
ate & ate.
ate rice,
than chicken,strawberry shortcake.
ice cream.
((: enjoy the tym spend thou.

- - -
i should start studying.
for real.

2007-01-16T03:29:00.000+08:00

GWAHH D:
I MISS SCHOOL.
IT'S SO BORING,
NOT HAVING TO GO SCHOOL.
I'M BORED! ]:

2007-01-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

stay home day [:

one word-
"de nouveau"

LOVELY.

2007-01-15T04:02:00.000+08:00

我会记得今天的。
今天，
一月十四日。

- - -

went for ctm today,
& ps ben spoke smt,
which i totaly agree.
musn't give God our left over.
NONONO [:
i'll be faithful in that.
& faithful in giving my pledge.
(: i'll give my all.
i'll give to see how God wants to work.
*NODS*
---

went to study,
at aaron's hse.
seriously chem's pretty easy for the start.
but i doubt it will still be.
& HOMEWORK? D: gwhh..
but i'll study hard! yesh.
than mohoho.
too late to go home,
so stayed over!
so i'm at their hse.
(: muhuhu..
got quite hungry,so...
we went to eat mac.
full full now.
---

God is a God of second chance.
grace & peace be with jdoalveinde.
becuse of God's grace,
there's peace in my life.

2007-01-13T01:27:00.001+08:00

come home running.

alot of happenings today :D
of which,
shepherding!
met up with eeleng today,
after long long long!
HAHAHA
but still,
enjoy it!
had teaching, talk & eat!
lovely lady of God (:

than off to meet huiru,
but the gracious me
wait for "awhile" till she came.
left for deco with kaining.
it's really been long,
since i went for deco.*guilty
shall be faithful with my gift (:
than waited for huiru & jency.
than home we went.
- - -

so here's the exciting part-
reach boonlay ard 12,
and because of some----reasons,
had to walk home D:
HAHAHA!
but thank God,
i had my 2powerful weapons.
1st,UMBRALLA.
2nd,MP3 (:
took a pretty long walk home.
took ard 50mins.
but through it all,
i really enjoy talking long walks.
esp it's at night!
HELLO..how cooling right?
haha! just love it!
guess i'll be walking home more.
- - -

tym don't heal anything,
they merly rearrange memories.

2007-01-11T20:31:00.000+08:00

we step,
we threw
& flush them down.

:D
had cg today at gek poh mac!
wrote cards for those we didnt came,
although,
the ppl present were quite little,
but still we had fun.
as i sit thinking,
this is why it's all worth it.
i love nwb4!

the lovelys.
- - -

than went to pasar malam,
with edwin & kanghao.
we eat eat eat!
alot alot!
ohh ohh,
and they sell earings.
3pairs for $2!
super cheap & nice :D
haha!

"would you take my hands?"

2007-01-11T02:06:00.000+08:00

turning from the world.
I'm finally back
HOME.
back home with You Lord.
back to Your dwelling places.

:D
let me start over again.

2007-01-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

after all i've held onto,

:D
went for kaien's cg today,
suppose to pass him keys,
but haha!
was asked to join.
very fun indeed.
left for dinner with aaron,
and the rest
than off to cck,
to meet jogina there!
so excited (:
very very!
it's been real long since we talk.
real long since we met.
went to eat again,
chicken & beancurd!
lovely.
- - -

cg's tmr (:
looking forward to it very much!
and tmr!
i'm going to cook (:
heehehe!
exciting exciting.
can't wait to shepherd,
eeleng on fri also.

thank you huiru,
all these while for taking care of them,
God sees everything!

- - -

once again,
i'm ready to do it again!
once again,
i'm willing to try.
once again,
i'm willing to be faithful.
God,
here i am,use me.
sorry for all i've done. ):

this is my goodbye to you.

2007-01-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

had pm today.
than shepherding at lot1.
shepherding's
the best part of today! [:
- - -

sorry,wen-
for hiding my feelings today.
]: sorry.

2007-01-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

seh's the word D:
head spinning,
grww.. that feeling sucks.

- - -

just came back from shawn's wedding.
drank & drank.
wine,whiskey,beer all kinds. D:
now, i'm
red lyk a lobster.
hot lyk a hot fudge.
all thanks to them :D
hahaha!
but it was fun,
& duh..
ROMANTIC (:
- - -

stayed overnight at dewen's hse ytd,
haha,
cause we celebrated kaien's bdae,
and ended up missing the last train.
by the tym,
we ended it was 11.50.
made our way to dewen's house.
played the night away,
sleep & went home.
(: still sleepy thou.
- - -

i pray for the week to come,
to be a fruitful week!
in the name of Jesus.

2007-01-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

private's gd,
private's bad.
cause it's private, DUH!
thank God,
tym table not bad. (:
school fee abit ex thou.
- - -

CRYSTAL MAIDEN'S,
my hero (:
& for the first tym,
i finally learn how to play dota.
after lyk so long!
MOHO! (:
manage to kill 4 hero.
using-
frozebite & EZV.
i have to play another again.
em, soon :D

- - -

is the room in a mess a sin?
:/ maybe because no self disicipline?
i'm plain lazy to pack my stuff D:
& my parent's are nagging!
so have to do it,
quick!
- - -

i totally love you
3picks//

2007-01-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

/: been drinking alot lately
drown dem' down.
have to stop.

CURSE OF THE GOLDEN FLOWER,
LOVELY! :D
kill dem' all.
MOHOHO////
go watch go watch!
- - -

the enjoyment of having a sheep?
at tyms hell. D:
at tyms?
flying high!
and most of all,
it makes my day!
adding lots of colour into
a world that is so black & white.
thank you dear sheep.
eeleng,sherlyn & regina.
(:
looking forward to spend tym
tgt again!
- - -

it's been movie movie movie.
(: but it's all lovely.
all the nice shows!
curse of the golden flower,
nice!
haha next to watch again,
ghost rider!

anyway,
got to really start to study!
yes yes.
have to use my O's
to glorify God's name (:
also thank God,
for everyone whose teaching me!
- - -

day3,
4hearts.

2007-01-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

with great victory,
comes great scarifice! :D

movie again today.

- - -
Everyone's starting school tmr,
& i'm feeling school sick.
but it's alright,
private's better. LOL
but ehs, havent yet register thou.
MOHOHO.
(: soon soon..
well, have to study really hard lo.
i have to do well for my O's.
i have to make it this tym (:
& i know i can,
cause i have Jesus!
infact God id reading my heart,
he knows i prefer to study myself.
as in self study?
i duno leh
but it's alright God's plan never fails.

;] JESUS BLOOD, NEVER FAILS.
- - -

day2 of BT.
2plugs?//

2007-01-01T21:17:00.000+08:00

I'M GOING TO MAKE,
2007
A MEMORABLE ONE. (:
for this is the year,
the Lord has given.

- - -

went for stay over
at kaien's house
for cl's & pcl.
celebrated dewen's bdae.
WEE'S (: i love it!
than on sunday,
went for count down at vivo.
went with
carmen,gordon,yuan shi,yanli,jess,david,brandon!
Watch movie again,
than play cards till morning, (:
than home we went.
moho.
the first day of 2007.
it started great,
but it'll end of greater.

- - -
&, the tym to give thanks. (:
thank you- jency,wendy,jogina & huiru.
you were the ones
that made my 2006.

thank you God,
for you
bought me through the lowest period,
& for letting me,
lead a cargrp of great ppl.

- - -
for 2007,
-i want to love Your word more!
-i want to love Your ppl more!
-i want You to be the one,
whom i hold hands with through everything.
-i want to have a deeper relationship.
-i want to know wendy,jogina & huiru more.

- - -
the mistakes made in 2006,
(: i'll remember,but
i'll not repeat the same mistakes,
i'll grow from everything
& make 2007 a fresh one.

2006-12-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

simply;
to grow in depth,
to grow in fear,
to grow in desire,
to grow in desparation.
all i simply want,
is to love You more every new day.
i want to grow!
i have to (:

- -
FINALLY!
we see a breakthrough,
FINALLY!
no more 6,7
but 11 (:
we broke the 10 mark!
we saw new faces!
(: yeas!
thank you God.
nothing could express this Joy.
but i'm not satisfy,
i want more.
MOHO!
a tym of growth.
yea yea!
- - -

praise God,
my fever went down down down!
today after cg,
jency,wendy,trisha,eeleng & yongmei
came to my hse!
(: cause i didnt went for cg LOL.
too weak.
but thank God for them thou.
i love this family of God.

2006-12-28T02:33:00.000+08:00

down with fever D:

& this tym pretty scary.
was at city hall toilet when suddenly,
everything around me was spinning.
got really scare &
run out of the cubical,
sat on the floor & suddenly black out.
huiru & jingmei were there,
they got scare.
same here! haha..
but pray le trusting God to heal!
yes & amen.

bought a new PINK bible today (:
i lyk it very much moho!
thanks to the $$ given by my aunt!
*show you all some other tym!

2006-12-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

yea! no more work!
:D * jumps*

saw a shoe that's really pretty!
i lyk! (:
& i'll buy!
moho.
ate lots of food today (x
cheese cake! (lots!)
cafe cartel! bread.
sinful LOL!
bought a new flip flop from C&K
- - -

cab home & guess what?
i met that same uncle whom i share christ to.
we talk & discuss bout the holy spirit.
and everything he wanted to(:
praise God he's doing well.

Thank you God for the new b's as well.
(: we're able to follow up on them!
shut the back door God.
- - -

Forever a part of me.

2006-12-25T17:35:00.000+08:00

yes, indeed!
God has bless us through other group. (:

- - -
it's been pretty long since i blog.
(: service's great!
esp the first part,
the starting of the drama.
mouth just drop open!
& through out the service,
God told me he love me,
he doesnt care what the world says,
how the world sees it.
i just have to know that i'm important to him.

after service,
went to kaien's house for bbq (:
than left for movies,
back to kaien house for overnight again.
:D played heart attack & all.
- - -

on sunday
went home sleep! :D
than went over to auntie yvette house for christmas party!
this tym with Gordon,jingmei & jogina!
after that went to watch midnight show.
himyi,jogina,jingmei,gordon,alvin,yuan shi.
in between alot of things went wrong,
our seats got occupy.
our movie theater was wrong.
we got chase out from our seats.
not because we were wrong,
but that the ppl that sold us the tickets got it wrong.
& yes, ended up alot of problem.
but still we know it's God's plan.
end up we got quite alot of better things in returns.
we got better seats,
refill for drinks,
popcorn,nachos.
the show was great,
but than the guys actually fall asleep D:
reach home ard 8 (:
that's how christmas eve was.
& I LOVE IT.
watch: the holiday
- - -

my stay home christmas.
happy birthday Jesus!

2006-12-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

& so it's credibility,
everything falls down to it.
before i can say follow me,
i have to follow :D

God,tmr's service already.
& look.
you know what my heart says,
you know how i feel.
& in all,
i'll trust you for all you're going to do.
(: thank you God in advance.
now i'm going to write christmas card.
do you think you'll have one? (x
haha!

2006-12-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

i got 11 points.
sad at the starting.
but not anymore.

seriously i'm very excited!
(: very excited.
i don't know to explain this joy i feel,
despite it all.
i can't help but to rejoice.
i don't know what's instore
but i'm all game for God's plan.
God quick quick (:
reveal your plan.
because of all the not certain things in life.
and because i Know all this not certain things,
God holds them.
all the more it makes everything more exciting.
i'll pray,
i'll seek God.
(: this is a tym where,
i grow closer with the holyspirit as well.

jer29:11.
i'll claim it by Faith :D

2006-12-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

as high as the heavens,
are above the earth.
so high are Your ways to mine.
ways so perfect they never fail me.
i know You are good all the tym.

& through the storms,
yet i will praise You.
despite it all yet i will sing.
through good or bad yet i will worship.
for You remain the same,
KIng of kings.

You are the voice of hope,
the anchor of soul,
when there seems to be no way,
You make it possible.
You are the Prince of peace,
admist adversity,
my lips will shout for Joy.
to You the most high.

You were the one,
before time began.
there's nth beyond Your control.
my confidence,
my assurance,
rest in your unchanging word.

(: this song very much sums up how i feel.

2006-12-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

GIVE ME THE ABILITY,
I WANT TO TURN TYM BACK.
BACK TO BEFORE'S.
BACK TO WHERE,
EVERYTHING STARTS.
): ): ):

GOD;
I NEED YOU NOW WITH ME.
DO YOU FEEL MY HURTS?
DO YOU KNOW EVERYTHING,
I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH?
I NEED YOUR PEACE WITH ME.

2006-12-16T01:50:00.000+08:00

it was never meant to be a mistake,
i never thought of it to be.
even so,
it would be the most beautiful mistake.
& soon it'll be over perhaps?

- - -

who says God only work through living things?
(: My God work through a way,
i never really could imagine.
my com was down.
ohh yes, it's spoilt!
than pray & pray suddenly!
it went okay!
at first cant type,
keyboard spoilt.
now it can work!
(: amazing beautiful.
- - -

anyway thank you God,
for placing me in raffles precious tots,
at first i dunno why there.
but now i see why.
thank you for this lovely girl i met call si wei.
(: i pray that God will let me pour into her life!
she's one of my prayer i made in camp.
God i want ppl to work on.

and thank You God,
for the 9(:
step i pray will come,
God you will touch my bro,
& huiru's sister life.
there's going to be a brakthrough.
& God i see you working.
i see you moving!
:D

i'm trusting with faith for more.
(:

- - -

now, i've already decided,
i'm taking that step.
i'm going to move on (:
i won't cling onto those past.
i'll cling onto your promises,
for my present & all that is to come.
i love you every new day.

2006-12-15T00:37:00.000+08:00

overcomer,
in the name of Jesus.

i've sleep a total of 18hr.
since wed.
alrights i'll do a fast post
(: i'm determind i'll have a breathrough.
i know i'll be a overcomer!
i'm going to have a breakthrough in my prayer life!
i'll grow closer everyday.
i'll love Him more each new day!(:
he made me realise,
i was His.
and that all i need was him!
(:
HIS LOVE IS ALL I NEED!

this camp just made me learn,
i have to trust with faith.
and i know that he love me!(:
thank you God!(:
i just love you more and more each day!

2006-12-08T00:46:00.000+08:00

it's the house that causes all the,
unwanted qurrals. D:
why renovate it?
isn't the hse nice enough?
i hate everything about it.

the touch up and all is done for the banner.
but the mascot leaves my head scratching.
how do i go about doing it?
mmms.
(:
basically this week,
my life is moving ard the banners.
(: everyday! LOL

& so i guess it didnt i?
i knew it was her all along.
from everything about her,
i knew it was.

2006-12-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

):
bye room!
my dad actually bought the paint for my room!
D: and what?
the door's ORANGE?
the room colour basically CMI.
everything's wrong!
can i not paint my room anymore?

for now,
my house's going through some major make over.
everything's so messy,
have to cramp up in one side of the room.
D: it isnt that exciting as i thought.
well,
yes maybe new colours,
new stuff,
but ): not nice.
the furniture don't match the paint.
the colour they choose,
just cannot make it.
and how can they choose my room colour?
D: I WANT MY ROOM TO BE THE COLOUR I WAN.
i can carry on complaining.
i can go on & on.
but i'll stop.
- - - -

and so,
yay! we finish up the banner's already,
left with the mascot which has to be done.
(: i really think the banner very nice.
i don't know how to say,
but it looks really good!
now left the mascot,
pray that it will look nice! (x
ohh well,bye world!
- - -

i've decided,
i'm going to change
my strawberry milk tea,
to some other milktea.

2006-12-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

been really lazy to blog.
D:

went to singapore sports school today,
to have a run through of games.
and we actually run in the rain,
very fun very fun!
(: pray i wont fall sick.
than went to ps to buy cloth for nw banner.
yea! praise God,
we manage to finish up 3 flags,
the drawing for all!
left with mascot & painting!
than we're done! (:
now i'm kinda troubled over mismatch.
what to wear?

is there someone else?
someone inside of you?
where's jolene?